guzheng lover <3

2010-11-06T23:50:00.002+08:00

its been really log every since i posted my last diary... e previous one is like one yr ago volunteering at SYOGOC HQ calling ppl up n answering calls. now YOG is over for so long, i also did my part during e opening n closing ceremonies by holding e Ireland flag. it may b over, but all e memories we had stays. Kate and i still kept in contact. I also just received a parcel that she sent me frm Ireland... cool enough!

Now everyone just concentrates on PW OP. we must really do our best ya...its alrdy e last lap n we cant fall if nt e year's hardwork will b gone!!!

2010-01-25T20:47:00.002+08:00

Had been volunteering at SYOGOC HQ tis two weeks when im free. quite a nice n new experience to work in an office. actually i like the updating of data i did on my very first day rather than calling up the volunteers. im intovert u see... :P nvm, but did make some friends along the way and had learnt lots of stuffs, esp tat i shd talk nicely to those ppl who call me from organisations. cos it really sux when ppl just giv you e damn attitude or slam the phone at you... lalala. below is my office desk 2day... anw, tmr will b e very last day im volunteering le since weds i gt work at rivervale pri, plus i've gt pineapple cookies to bake... thurs will b sch reopen n i noe i will miss my lala life i have now... ~~>.<~~

I love cooking... :D

2010-01-22T22:37:00.004+08:00

cooked alot stuffs, baked alot stuffs... lalala... i lovin it :D

1. Pineapple cookies. If anyone wish to order, can leave a msg here or sms me :D

2. This one dont order frm me. Tiramisu Macaroon, FAILED.

3. Pizza wholemeal bread for dinner. Yum... :D

4. Guo Tie. (Dumplings) e skin also i make de... :D

2010-01-15T22:27:00.003+08:00

im in for nyjc. none of my best friends really interested to be in e same sch as me. of course la. i gt 14 they gt 11 and even 7. go same sch wif me for wat. just hope we still keep in touch though we may nt b in e same sch huh.

yihua and other scholars back le. i noe i shdnt b nosing ard bou tis i just dun like him to keep pestering yihua n wanting to follow wherever she go la. even wen we go out he also keep wanting come along. nt even boyfriend of her, keep touching her here n there like some perverted freak.

starte go work again le. bt nw quite lazy to go liao. travel so far to endeavour pri just to change gz strings n gt $16?haiz...

hope nxt week someone will ask me out, im just bored to death at home if nt i will just b trying out new recipes...

2010-01-09T19:50:00.003+08:00

nxt mon will be the day for all e sec 4s! it will b e day tat decide my future le.is either nanyang jc or tat i will need to look for a course in one of e poly. trying hard not to tink bou it too much, bt i just hope i really can make it for nanyang jc. actually i dunno y i gt tis sudden urge to go jc, when it would hv been better for me to go for poly, a more relaxed lifestyle. mayb its cos i really dun wan let my parents down ba. bt im just being stupid to say all tis nw when nw is only bou e results. if i wan better results i could hv worked harder b4 e exams. still,i nw still childishly wishing hard tat i could make it...

2010-01-05T22:10:00.003+08:00

some random stuffs i did tis few weeks!

1st, movies with friends...
Alvin and Chipmunks 2! I love Theodore... :D

Avatar 3D! long and expensive, yet cool enough... :D

2nd, cook lots and lots of stuffs. however, dint take picture of all e stuffs i cook...

Cookies and Rice Krispies with Belverlin at my hse 2day! e cookies doesnt look golden brown in e pictures cos of e flash... :(

3rd, eat.

Manhattan's Mudpie with my mum and sis... :D:D:D!!!!

4th, clear my stuffs...

Stuart's IOU tat he gave me 2 yrs back. happened to find it... :P

2010-01-01T19:09:00.002+08:00

its a brand new year! had a great countdown at gasper's hse cos i nvr counted down wif friends b4. tats my first tym, so its just so cool. new year resolution: become a better person and if i really gt e chance to be one of nanyang JC ppl, i will work really hard and do my best for everything. pray hard for me...L1R5 less than 20 please...

anw, hope everyone will have a great year ahead and all the very best to u and me! :D

2009-12-18T09:01:00.001+08:00

im home n i just uploaded some photos onto my facebook. it will take some tym b4 all e 1700++ photos r uploaded onto e web. be patient huh... XD

2009-12-14T17:45:00.000+08:00

about 16 more hrs n i will be on e bus back home...

2009-12-04T10:08:00.000+08:00

23 more hrs n i will b on e bus to penang... ^^

2009-12-04T09:52:00.002+08:00

im tired of teaching guzheng now...everyting is guzheng n guzheng,even when im dreaming! haiz... wanted post smting bou e '03 chalet bt dint hv e time. quite nice to spend tat few days wif e '03 ppl.

1st day (25 Nov)
dint do much,cos i went at lik 8pm?cos was busy b4 tat.went endeavour pri in e morning, then went nan chiau pri in e afternoon. 6hrs of teaching n i earned $48. then came back teach my younger sis her grade 6 guzheng.wasnt very nice towards her cos i wanted more frm her. then gt really angry n i suan le,went back hm bathe n pack bag 4 chalet. in e end i went back teach her again. =.= so wen i step out of hse 4 chalet is already 7 plus 8 le. reach there at bou 8 plus? then at some bbq stuffs. then at nite watch final destination 3 wif e ppl. tat nite dint really sleep, bt i did doze off now n den when gasper, wendy, charmaine n others started debating on random topics,each topic dint last long b4 another random topic came in.

2nd day (26 Nov)
slippers went missing in e morning n we started e 'treasure hunt'. EARLY MORNING. =.= mayb is we too noisy at nite,some dumb ppl decided take our slippers n hide them ard e block.they dint take a pair,they took ONE slipper frm each pair to hide. ust was angry,bt there's nthing we can o la.so e search started n e last one we found was charis's shoe. bt lucky we found everyone's. then at 10am we went escape. roller coaster family ride was first. kept repeating for 3 times b4 we started feel bored bou it. e ride was ok for me. then is e viking ship... >.<>.< all thanks to louis de finger touch nose huh... bt nvm, its fun. after tat, sleeping time! bt i no place sleep,bt to squeeze wif sharon. sharon so small size huh?bt she took 3/4 of e bed. im left wif 1/4 of e bed, sharon on my right,yet i cant turn myself cos gasper was sleeping on my left.i may hv just squashed him if i did turn...

3rd day (27 Nov)
woke up at 8 plus though i heard wendy's alarm at 7 plus... :P dint wan wake up... pack up e stuffs n just wait there n wait n wait n wait 4 e guys to wake up n pack up b4 we went 4 breakfast at subway. after tat its finally go home time! reach home actually wanted just pop into e bed n sleep, bt gtta teach sis guzheng again, since her grading's on e 28th. haiz...

chalet was quite fun la, such tat i still can rmb it after so many days... lalala...

2009-11-21T10:42:00.007+08:00

its after olvls le.n everyting tat cramp together tis week also ended le.prom also end le. now im bored to death at home. nvm...i shall post some prom photos here.dint take alot pics though. i hate myself for nt bringing e damn camera just cos e clutch bag is so small to even squeeze all e handphone,cosmetics n plasters in.haiz...i shd bv just hold on to e cam. e photos i took r so blur!damn... hiz...tink positively, at least i enjoyed myself, except for e need to wear a dress. n heels to make myself taller den 'lalala' which in e end i dint,im still shorter...>.< now e dress,cardigan,my 3 inch heels, shall stay in my closet n storeroom for long... XD

2009-11-11T10:33:00.000+08:00

i lovin it...its gonna end real soon in less then 48 hrs!!! ^^

2009-10-09T14:46:00.002+08:00

its e last day of school and i noe i wont b so sad,since i still will b back to sch nxt wk during e study break. sad... lots n lots of photos 2day.bt posting on blogger is too troublesome.so just post on facebk. I love e cupcakes tat Mr Ang bought frm crystal jade. yummy... it must hv blasted a hole in his pocket. just to say, i dun hv e mood to study le la....someone pls motivate me.... 16 more days...arhhhhhhh...............................................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-09-16T00:06:00.003+08:00

life sux... hurting myself doesnt seem lik a good idea cos i hate giving excuses bou e wound on my wrist. ppl nagging ard me wen they dun even noe y i did tat. bt anw, tat wasnt for any of e shit results i gt. its smting inside me tat smtimes i myself dunno wth is happening.so stop questioning me like a criminal, if nt nxt tym a deeper wound will appear on e wrist, n mayb nt only one. sian diao la.cant seem to pass amaths or gt good grades 4 my other subjects... gotta try if nt i will b saying bye bye to nyjc... jiayou le! 明天会更好！

2009-09-03T13:20:00.000+08:00

i LOVE no school day!!! tmr no school, sat no sch, bt sadly sunday gt to go work. $12 dollars to assist teacher to teach gz, nt bad la...easy money...just teach in air-con room gt $12 le. better then giving out flyers under the blazing hot sun...lalala...i love guzheng^^

2009-08-31T16:39:00.001+08:00

life sux... last tym u chose to b cold towards us, i noe its wat u said, you've changed. you said you will bcome e person you were b4 after we quarrelled, u promised. bt i just dont see any difference. ok. i just hate to hv to see you, face to face everyday, n talking as if im talking to a wall, sitting nxt to a block of ice. frm today, im gonna let you hv a taste of ur own medicine. dun blame me for becoming lik tis, who started it? wen we quarrelled tat tym, i said sorry first. bt tats cos i hate to see tat we r on e verge of splitting n ending our 4 yrs relation. i even said tat im a jerk for saying those hurtful words. bt nw, i dun see y i shd b e one saying all tat. i take back all those words of sorry nw, cos im cant stand getting humiliated n looked down upon by you.

2009-08-31T16:39:00.000+08:00

life sux... last tym u chose to b cold towards us, i noe its wat u said, you've changed. you said you will bcome e person you were b4, u promised. bt i just dont see any difference. ok. i just hate to hv to see you, face to face everyday, n talking as if im talking to a wall, sitting nxt to a block of ice. frm today, im gonna let you hv a taste of ur own medicine. dun blame me for becoming lik tis, who started it?

2009-08-10T22:36:00.000+08:00

Facebook | My Photos - Lunch with GRANS!!!!

2009-08-09T17:11:00.000+08:00

yippee...e lunch was simply wonderful man...i love my grans...sry, smting wrong wif blogger, i cant seem to see the photo uploader icon, so cant upload pics. can go my facebook see though...haha...lalala...

2009-08-09T09:20:00.000+08:00

yippee...later im going out wif my grans for lunch buffet. 1st tym in history...so excited...

2009-07-26T17:31:00.003+08:00

dint study for e whole weekend.im just cant help to tink bou all tis. i have to study and i knew that long tym ago. bt i just dun like it. i hate doing things tat is not my will. i hate having to study for others n not myself. i hate choosing a school and learning things that im nt interested in. i noe alot of u guys r trying to persuade me to do things just for myself and choose a poly for myself, n do wat i want, instead of going to a JC,yet do smting i dun like. yes, how i wish i can do that. bt u r not me. im nt like u guys. u think you understood how i felt whenever i tried talking bou tis.u once said u want to tell me how u tink of me wen i cried cos i can gt e grades. u r not me. U WONT UNDERSTAND! back then, i did not want u to tell me how u tink of me. and im sure i wont want to hear anyting bou wat u tink of me even till now, or mayb in e future. seriously, u wont noe how it feels lik, unless u gt to experience it.its just as simple as i dunno how u felt now cos i dint experience that, so i chose not to talk to u anyting bou it. i have an elder sister who gts good grades in NJC. i have a younger brother in NUS High maths and science school who's only sec 3 n learning stuffs my elder sis learns. u said i shouldnt care bou my parents wen they compare me to them.bt do u tink i want to care bou it?! ive gt no choice. ive gt pride...

2009-07-25T22:32:00.000+08:00

家是什么？家该是最舒服，最温暖，最快乐的地方。疲累的一天终于快结束了，搭巴士回家，心里只想着好好冲个凉，然后吃着妈妈亲手煮的晚餐，把一整天发生的事和家人分享。不可能。
学校是什么？只是一个能让我学习的地方，能够让我努力迈向目标的地方，是个让我痛苦得要死的地方。
朋友是什么？一个能让我诉苦的人，能够第一时间和我分享喜怒哀乐的人，能够让我知道其事实上并不是只是我一个人在承担自己所有的困难的人，能够让我感到我是他的朋友的人，而不是什么代替品，不重要的一样东西。
我是什么？我是家四个孩子当中排行第二的二姐／二妹，也就是所谓的center child吧？对，没错。姐姐和妹妹最受疼爱。center child就算是我和弟弟吧。但是家里唯一的男孩被忽略？笑话。。。我不想想那么多，往好的方面想，爸妈还是会疼我，还是很爱我的。
我是什么？是一个不重要的“朋友”。
我是什么？是个没智慧，每样貌的人。
我是什么？是个患有严重ｓｃｏｌｉｏｓｉｓ而没药医的人，一个因害怕手术后会变残疾还有不想父母花他们一生所赚的钱在我手术上而拒绝手术，让我的背部继续弯曲下去的人。

你以为你很了解我，其实你没有。
我以为你会了解我，其实你没有。
我恨不得你了解我，但是我错了。
我渴望着你了解我，但是你没有。
我还在等你了解我，但是不可能。
我以为我很了解你，其实我没有。
我以为我会了解你，其实我没有。
我渴望着我了解你，但是没办法。
不是你的错。是我。its not you, its me.

我很累，真想好好病一场，睡一觉，补充精力，睡醒时会更好。

2009-07-11T19:48:00.002+08:00

meridian audition was quite a success, except for some mistakes in my playing, plus answering stupid ans. bt was quite relieved wen langston said i was one of e best in e ppl hu went audition dere. nthing to b too happy cos i also dunno if i will b accepted in e end though he's one of e judges. talk bou e audition...

took 109 to meridian de side gate, den walk all e way 2 e frnt gate. mum waited at bustop outside sch. i went in, took temp, den went office, supposingly was to ask where is e multi-purpose room. stepped in, nobody inside. no choice, called 4 help. hehe...langston hv 2 come all e way down to e security area to fetch me go up to e room. wa...if i walk n find, sure lost de, cos its quite far frm tat area. went in, gt bou 11 ppl? den he help me take gz to another rm to prac n tune. hilarious jiu shi le. i myself also feel lik laughin wen i tot of wat i did. --started practicing, langston sit at e side hear, den i scared i 4gt e score cos kinda long nvr play le, so my sweat started and cannot stop. its lik kind of lik wth... play gz also sweat until lik... lol... its the same as 4yrs ago wen i DSA for xinmin. paiseh... lol... bt after tat suppose go into e room wif those judges le. gt aircon, good. bt, langston went sit down as one of e judges. =.= nvr tell me he's one of dem! hmph... nvrtheless, i tink i did better den any dsa in other junior college. dunno y. bt i tink merdian de gz damn nice to play. e sound came out sharp n clear. erm, except for e strings that creaked wenever i press down. den ask question. some its easy to ans. bt some i dunno hw to say. was tinking n tinking... haiz... flunked tat part of my audition le ba... bt its nt very stressful audition though, since its lik nyjc de audition, only gt teacher in charge and some important members. dey r kinda friendly too... so i tink i will lik it dere haha...
damn tired. nxt tym i blog den talk more la.by den see hw many JC wan me. scared dere will be none den i can cry liao...

2009-06-08T19:21:00.002+08:00

这些年一个人风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错还记得坚持甚麽
真爱过才会懂会寂寞会回首
终有梦终有你在心中

朋友一生一起走那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛还要走还有我

这些年一个人风也过雨也走
有过泪有过错还记得坚持甚麽
真爱过才会懂会寂寞会回首
终有梦终有你在心中

朋友一生一起走那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛还要走还有我

朋友一生一起走那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛还要走还有我

朋友一生一起走那些日子不再有
一句话一辈子一生情一杯酒
朋友不曾孤单过一声朋友你会懂
还有伤还有痛还要走还有我

一句话一辈子一生情一杯酒

2009-05-21T22:08:00.002+08:00

oh...just gt 2 talk...no, i mean scream bou tis wierd idiotic person. in e afternn, after finish lunch, was walking to angmo,tinking of buying the marigold jelly. dere's tis bai chi ah beh walking behind us keep scolding n scolding, say we keep talking,nvr give space for ppl to walk, taking up e whole space. at first we tried to squeeze one side le, bt, 4 ppl wat.corridor gt so big meh?! crazy freak. den e dumb ah beh cont to scold, say tat hw come e sch nvr teach us moral values. WTH. gt so fed up man. i could hv just given him a tight slap. we already squeeze n give lik half e corridor to him le, we 4 ppl to half e corridor n he one person stand half e corridor. hu's e one who nvr gt educatedin sch bou some values?! wts. so i was lik "we already give space to u le la. is u walk damn slow can.we give u so muh space, so much tym to overtake us n dun see us, u wan walk slowly behind us" kns... hu r u to scold us la...crazy freak... hougang is lik filled wif crazy ppl...

2009-05-20T22:44:00.004+08:00

haha...was going through e photos in my thumbdrive...couldnt stop laughing. partly is e photos, i mean UNGLAM photos of yuling. also saw e pics i took in sec 1, wif my retards... lol...

tis pic, basically my head is totally round... nw its square?damn... tym really flies... once we were e innocent n wierdos, nw we r already e elderly in school... sobs... nevertheless, i must jiayou! my friends also must jiayou! love u guys...

haha...randomly saw tis too in my hp... mr thum...

haha...my favourite... muacks... :*

2009-05-09T23:27:00.002+08:00

its over...read ur reply post n its lik a dagger that went right into the core of my heart... our 4 yrs of friendship ruined bcos we dun understand each other.lik ive said, its cos me.maybe i was feeling stranded esp after SYF, wen we dun spend so much tym together anymore, i found myself unable to see the once cheerful and joyful yuling, the yuling i saw for the past three yrs...the lesser tym spent together made me feel afraid tat i may lose you anytym.rmb once ms sun said that she saw more smiles on my face, saw tat ive bcome a crazier person like you, its cos of e smiles and joy tat u gave me each day tat made my schoollife so wonderful.bt u've changed. sometimes i may even feel stressed to meet you in e morning, cos i dunno if u will hv mood swings nt. i love it wen u gave me a smile in e morning. tat smile can really make my day. i dint once wanted to ignore you or wat i swear, cos i knew i couldnt. bt sometimes you looked frustrated, bt u dint say anyting. i couldnt do anyting, bt to giv u space. ive realised tat ur face is fading in my mind. i could only see wenny's face clearly on my mind nw. im sorry. nw tat we've start all over again, i treasure tis friendship even more. our friendship had grown stronger and i just hope tis wont happen again. of course, if i could see the cheerful self of you, it will be perfect. wenny, its nt ur fault for tis. its mine. you did nthing wrong. in e first place, i was just being stupid to start all tis. nw tat it ended, we shall be three best friends, forever and ever till we die...

2009-05-04T22:26:00.002+08:00

im worrying for my exams, bt i worry more for weds PE... I knew it. bai chi mr gan is gonna tell me retest my napfa, including my 2.4 cos he last wk den say im nt exempted. so im supposed to redo everyting, wasting more of my effort and tym! DUMB! if tis yr my report book still puts the wrd EXEMPTED, after i ran and did everyting until i want to die, he's going to die. he's so going to get it frm me man! i hate napfa! how can anyone believe that pigs can run swiftly and pass the 2.4 and shuttle run within the given time?how can anyone believe that pigs can fly and pass the standing broad jump?!how can they be sure that my heart will not stop beating halfway through my napfa?it doesnt mean tat my heart dint stop last yr, that my heart wont tis yr rite? i dun really wan care bou napfa u see. pigs just cant fly.wat can they do to me?keep retesting me?and in e end put one EXEMPTED on my report book? damn it...

2009-04-22T00:41:00.002+08:00

its GOLD WITH HONOURS! all our hardwork paid off...tears just keep gushing out of my eyes la.bt i couldnt help it. seriously, i love zheng 2, i love everyone in guzheng i love u guys. u made our last SYF in xinmin so memorable, so special. without u guys, GWH is impossible. i dunno wat i can say, but u guys had grown. u guys r the best best ppl i ever met. 2day's ku er ban was lik so...i almost cried halfway through. everyone brought honor to yourself, xms guzheng ensemble, brought honor to the school! im just so proud of u guys. u guys certainly nvr let any of us down. u r e best! LOVE YOU GUYS!

2009-04-12T23:10:00.017+08:00

im finally posting. ytd rehersal was...haiz.do we even hv e hope for a gold?no. so i tink i shdnt b even tinking bou gold wif honors. even myself was lik nt up to standard.haizz...ok.shall nt talk bou tis.after rehersal, rushed to dunman high wif yuling, leslie and chua xuan, for a concert.at first e two guys wernt interested for it.bt,dey are still singaporeans.typical singaporeans.hear the F four letter word den everyting ok. FREE i mean.dun tink bou anyting else...videos of e concert i gt tym den i upload. bt can upload some crazy photos and videos. went serangoon for dinner after the concert, on e bus 2 serangoon was lik bored at first, bt later i started telling stupid ghost story tat i tink kept laughing and chua xuan was lik keep saying the "jiu jiu de yi fu" ,den yuling also tried saying one, which was kinda no reaction.wahaha...went serangoon, gt off at e wrong bustop, den still, nthing to eat.so we gt to walk to coffee shop near to bus interchange. ordered tis $10.80 big big big plate of beehoon zhu chao n shared wif e guys. pathetic yuling have to eat her own vegetarian fried rice which is lik nicer den our beehoon. den we just eat n eat loh.after tat leslie went wif yuling cos her dad fetch,n i went off wif chua xuan 2 take mrt, the end.

PEEKTURES!!!!

Chua Xuan is back wif his act cute 3 poses...

just keep eating, and eating, and eating...

Video!

lol... gtta go sleep le...nites! argh! its monday again!!!!another week of suffering!homewk still nt done! suan le.go slp first...

2009-03-21T00:25:00.002+08:00

2009-03-10T21:35:00.004+08:00

My extremely cute ah gong! Thx alot 4 helping me in e NYP proj!

2009-02-06T20:41:00.003+08:00

shdnt b blogging anytym soon after tis... tests after tests and remedials n night study n guzheng...stressed up le. happy birthday daddy! love you always! n, happy bdae to Favian n geok min father too...hehe...so many ppl bdae 2day... n, happy bdae new zealand! even country also bdae 2day...haha... lalala... its lik so late nw,yet ppl call 4 lion dance...so noisy... anw, happy bdae to my dearest daddy again!!! muacks...

2009-01-28T21:22:00.003+08:00

CNY at grandfather's hse...me,wif my sibd n cousins...

2009-01-23T21:33:00.013+08:00

barefoot gen...the one tat was acted out, nt anime. 2day e anime mr pah showed, did make me cried.also,i watched e whole anime version just nw n cried a little. bt watched tis 2 parts, make me cry more. mayb is bcos its more realistic. n e little boy look nicer den watching e anime, which is lik too cute... so, if u wan, i attached e acted out version below. watch n cry all u wan... if u r lik me, e emotional kind AT TIMES... :P

2009-01-22T22:25:00.003+08:00

ai ya! 4gt pat kailing's head 2day... 2day was disappointed.y r e zheng 1s lik tat? shd tink bou how hard their leaders had tried to help dem ma... they put in so much effort cos dey dun wan see any one of e zheng 1s gt kicked out by thum,bt y??dey r nt even helping demselves.tink e leaders r gods ar? its nt e leader's fault u noe.its e attitude of e members. i gonna talk 2 dem nxt week.i cant make myself see the members deproving,yet dun wan giv a damn to listen to e leaders or practice. i cant make myself see e leader crying cos she keep tinking tat its her fault 4 nt able to lead u well. i cant make myself see e leader crying to me,saying tat she really dunno how 2 teach,dunno how to help ur wen ur dun even giv a damn or giv any respect and tat she really dun wan ur kicked out. n, pls dun tink i am scolding cos im bu shuang.im just disappointed.tink bou it.do dey tink its fair 4 e leader to suffer bcos u dun giv a damn? N-O.

2009-01-20T19:31:00.001+08:00

tons of hmwk...yet gt 2 go guzheng...n more 2 do 4 nyp proj...everyday gt 2 check smb board... gt 2 finish e storybook...tests n tests... miserable...

2009-01-16T21:18:00.002+08:00

wa...tired de loh...3 days of guzheng tis week le...zheng 2 is i tink,deproving? some improved.bt tink some deproved. its getting tougher and tougher to teach dem, to gt dem to synchronise n stuffs lik tat wen no one gt e damn tym to go practice it b4 comin guzheng. so its kinda useless 2 hv guzheng lessons.just wasting tym. basically, was teaching dem hw dey could prac guzheng at home in order to see improvement.tat is to repeat e same part over n over again 4 lik 30 tyms...tats already very little k...i last tym repeated one part of my grading song 4 lik 200 tyms...non stop smmore...muahahaha.family almost went crazy 4 hearing e same old ting over n over again. n, i realised tat yuling nt very fun to play with le... starting my fun by patting kailing's head wenever i see her... :P my new entertainment!!!

2009-01-13T22:00:00.003+08:00

it an A1! chinese! A1! chinese oral, DISTINCTION! bt nvr gt 2 really celebrate,cos was lik busy wif guzheng.every week gt lik 3days of guzheng.so, no chioce, can only go out wif my loves on weekends. NYP project is turning sucky.especially wen scholars dun giv a damn. scholars so wat?! u may b cleverer den us, tat we cant deny, bt, ur attitude just sux... i only mean some of e scholars.at least i noe some r still ok. bt e one in my NYP grp n Yuling's, ur really hv idiotic attitude. thx beverley and wendy for helping out tis tym. had been tinking bou, y do e damn scholars join tis proj bt dint wan 2 do anyting, n deres only one conclusion. PURE LAZINESS & JUST WANTING TO GT E NAME OF DOING THE PROJ. for god's sake, u dint even do anyting n u r actually telling beverley tat its OUR fault for nt doing the proj?! Where's justice?! wendy is still trying to help say good tings bou u, trying to giv us an excuse for u, nt doing e proj frm e start. bt i tell u, I AM SURE TAT I WILL NOT CHANGE MY STAND. IM NT GOING TO LET U PUT E BLAME ON US. IF U DUN LIK WAT WE R DOING, JUST BE IT! U CAN CHOOSE TO GT OUT. U GT NTHING TO LOSE BTW. COS U DINT EVEN CONTRIBUTE FRM E START!

2009-01-11T09:51:00.007+08:00

CAN! event was a success.n i gt 2 noe new friends.two of dem r twins...though its tiring, bt i enjoyed.even saw my pri sch friend n gt 2 take pic wif her. bag deposit booth was busy.esp wen ppl hu came frm same sch,came in grps. fun fun n more fun. love the booth team... pics below!!! first two r ppl frm e booth team. e last one is e one i took wif my pri sch friend, wanling.

2009-01-09T20:04:00.002+08:00

argh!!! went ngee ann poly just nw.bt came bac to realise tat i shd b going temasek!!! e course i wanted was diploma in culinary and catering management de!!! damn!!! can kill myself le.tmr is lik e last day of e open hse, n i gt to do e CAN! event frm morning 10am to lik 6pm.cannot go TM open hse le!!! nvm. shall jiayou if i really wan 2 pursue my dreams... bt just hope my dad will let me to...

2009-01-08T17:55:00.003+08:00

ytd cried.i frnt of zheng 2. so sorry...mayb is cos i dio shock by the voice level he screamed at me. so sorry to zheng 2 for nt being able to giv ur enough tym to prac. anw, talk more wen i gt e tym.gt to go singapore youth olympic CAN! event de briefing.

2009-01-03T16:28:00.004+08:00

ytd 1st day of sch.nthing interesting other den being able to sit wif wenny n yuling in class n tat aircon class.aircon class! finally, after waiting since sec 1...almost fell asleep during mr singh's talk. den after tat sch ended.den went 4 lunch tis all wif my 2 loves, wenny n yuling. den went guzheng, when my teacher taught me new song, mo li fen fang. n, i gt wenny n yuling a new present. n, yuling... tis is meant 4 u... u hoh, y u open present wen wenny nt in class?tsk tsk... wenny, dun u tink yuling very bad hoh? yuling, i giv u e present, i dun allow u open in sch hoh...i dun wan u come crying to me cos u too happy.cos u almost cried wen u see wenny giv u de present, so nw i noe le.so u cannot open in sch...

2009-01-01T01:17:00.002+08:00

happy 2009 to everyone! believe it or nt,like it or nt, its one more day to sch days le... must jiayou 4 nxt yr... n, its 1 more day to aircon classroom! wait for so many yrs, finally...

2008-12-30T23:24:00.002+08:00

tmr guzheng again.bt gd ting, tmr no mr thum.will try switch back my mood b4 going guzheng tmr.if nt zheng 2 ppl will bored 2 death.deres still smting tat is making me feel depressed, bt i still dunno wat is it.im trying my best nt to tink wat it is n try 2 ignore it. in bou 9hrs,i gonna b in sch.so nthing is gonna spoil my mood.anw, im wishing myself gd lk,cos im lik still nt done wif hol hmwks.im seriously nt in e mood of doing dem, or 2 go 4 guzheng lessons.sch starting in lik 3 days, im nt looking 4ward 2 anyting except 4 e aircon classroom.cos, on tat dumb day, i gonna go 4 guzheng lesson at arts again!tis is so idiotic, dumb, frustrating!

2008-12-29T20:51:00.003+08:00

2day guzheng again.bt wasnt a very nice one.i seriously hate gz days wen mr thum is present, plus we r supposed to be in e gz rm.stressed up.everyting he also say wrong. wen it comes to e three grps play, all he do is to scold n scold.tis also scold, tat also scold.first ting he arrived wen we were still practicing in small grps, he scolded zheng 2 cos we played very fast. basically, e scoldings was i tink meant for me. den, wen three grps come 2gether,he scold us for dunno where 2 put e gz,dunno to follow which damn line on e ceiling as guide line. basically also meant mainly for me, even though he was screaming at yuling. den, finally done wif e gz position, he told e grp leaders 2 stand. n started scolding cos we dunno how 2 put gz, we dunno how 2 tell others 2 help, n letting dem just be observer. also meant for me cos im one of dem. den he turned 2 me n scolded directly, asking where did tat damn sec 1 girl went. i dint noe,cos she was in e gz rm a moment ago, so i tot she was one of e percussion ppl.basically i also dunno wat did i told him, den belverlin say she downstairs den dunno wat la.i was totally confused.so, my fault again. he say nxt yr wan put tat girl in sec 1 class, say is i caused her to retain de.ok!its my fault for nt going out of tat gz room to check out tat girl hu is supposed come for extra gt laze ard nt. everyting is my fault jiu shi le. den he scold for another ting. daphne dint come gz last weds, den she couldnt catch up, she came extra, bt no one guided her. my fault again, even though i said i gt smting on. ok, deres nthing 4 me 2 hide. 2day is my grandmother's death anniversary, i went temple wif family to giv some offerings in e morning. tats it. seriously, even if u let time go back, i will still choose to go temple. nthing will be more important den tis, even though gt 2 get up before lik 7am,wen i slept at 1am yesterday. all tis scoldings just left me a cold heart at tat tym. i couldnt tink. tried very hard to control my tears, bt dey still flow out. dint noe hu saw tat other den njl i tink, bt i dun care le. i also dunno y am i crying.surely nt cos he scolded me, nor do i hate him. am i just missing her or am i stressed out, or am i just lik b4, hating myself for all tis. i dunno. tink after all tis, everyone just tink tat am just a failure gz president. even myself is hating myself for nt doing everyting in e rite way le.everyting everytym goes wrong. im so tired. i really wan 2 show tat i can do it. i really wan to.dunno if i can, bt i believe i do.

2008-12-25T22:49:00.002+08:00

its been a long tym since i last blogged. firstly, merry christmas to everyone!!! erm ya.cos nw every wk gt guzheng.twice a week. den also cos bro keep using e computer. ok.basically, e whole hol is either spent on gz, tv, slacking or just cooking all kinds of food. just say bou 2day ba.woke up n gt gift frm my aunt, e santa claus every year. school bag n a wter bottle. den was slacking ard. den late afternoon went fairprice wif mum 2 by a huge trolley of food n other stuffs. came back prepare dinner.again, im spending my tym 2 cook. cooked spaghetti in cream sauce.added prawns n mushrooms into e sauce, so e sauce turned orange-gy. also campbell soup too. plus cocktail sausage n honey baked ham.dey turned out so heavenly...great christmas dinner.e prob comes wen we tried to open a bottle of champange. the damn cork just stayed tight.used e screw ting tat ppl use to open champange,no use. so used knife, also no use. screwdriver, can opener(kinda stupid 2 use can opener), back of spoon, fork, chopsticks(reusable n non-reusable de) n alot la. stupid ting just dun barge! spent lik 1hr just to finally open tat ting, wif e help of screwdriver n cork opener.drank a mouthful of it n later realised tat its nt even champange. its lik dunno, wine? wif lik 12% alcohol. u noe, tiger beer is only lik 5% alcohol! wth...tat mouthful tat i gulped down burn my throat,oesophagus,all e way to my stomach n my heart was lik burning. bt, im nt drunk. my dad was i tink...he drank a few cups of it. den my mom kept it in e fridge liao. haiz...hmwk still nt done.nt even one.im so dead.bt tmr going out do wif yuling,just wait n see how much can i do ba... another merry christmas n bb!!!

2008-12-16T13:32:00.003+08:00

seriously, i need someone 2 go start doing homework wif me.im lik nt doing anyting everyday.just watch tv, prac guzheng, cook, eat n sleep.boring life nw. table in a mess, dunno where 2 start clearing, dunno when do i start doing e hmwk.mayb i dun even noe where e hack r e hmwks...someone pls pls pls go studying wif me...tmr guzheng again. still quite happy wif zheng 2's attitude n they really r fast learners. i mean still need tym la.bt they r doing good.at least they managed to memorise e music score last fri. tmr gonna learn new stuffs le. must jiayou... :D

2008-12-13T17:33:00.002+08:00

my heart ached...my tears flowed... all e hard work i put in for the guzheng grading for grade 8 dint give me a happy ending after all... 85 marks. a merit. 5 more marks to distinction. pls dun persuade me tat its only 5 marks.cos its seriously alot. last yr grade 7 was 3 marks to distinction.bt nw its 5. 5!!! i dun ever gt happy endings ba...blame myself for all tis...

2008-12-11T20:43:00.005+08:00

nw its still relaxing 2 be zheng 2 leader... its just e start ma. at least is nt zheng 1,cos im just nt as pro.zheng 2 started well enough though.quite strong? mayb some just cant switch to performing grp mode? hmm...must try giv those sec 2s hu cant catch up. haiz...keep seeing some ppl cant catch up,so i keep asking n asking hu cant catch up, in e end dey dun wan say...in e end will die de...believe me...i experienced tis frm sec 1!!! anw, shall ask dem personally see if dey wan extra prac nt.if nt start sec 4 life le sure no tym go care dem. i myself also must jiayou le.keep gt tis feeling dey dun even understand wat i say... haha,at least i gt yuling n kailing wif me...^^tmr guzheng in sch, den gonna go guzheng wif kailing at xue yuan...haiz...back to "everyday guzheng" routine le...

2008-12-10T07:38:00.004+08:00

gz chalet was fun...dint sleep 4 e first nite at all,cos was strolling wif ziying at e pasir ris park, den waiting for sunrise...second nite was learning how 2 cycle frm lik 10.45pm at nite till 4.30am ba?dunno e exact timing,bt i noe is bou tat...quite tiring learning,cos lack of sleep n butt pain...at least after tis few hrs de hard work i can ride short dist?(bt nt very stable de)thx to those hu spent their nite 2 just teach me, e noob...after e cycling immediately go bathe, den wen it comes to sleeping,no more space for us in e aircon room.so me n ziying spent e few hrs frm ard 5 plus to 8am sleeping in e living room... :( sure,its still cold...i dunno la...i dun hv e mood 2 blog bou chalet nw.so mayb some other tym den i say e details. bye for nw.

2008-12-02T21:20:00.001+08:00

tmr gz chalet!!! im kinda looking 4ward 2 it ba...although i noe i wont b doing anyting,cos i dunno how 2 lik cycle or anyting... chalet...chalet...

2008-11-30T21:33:00.004+08:00

2day is e big day, n its over...a year's hardwork ended 2day.i cant say tat e hardwork is being paid off le, bt i tried to play my best. e tym in tat little room flew by realli fast.e first min, im in tat room facing e invigilator, e nxt min im playing the first song, n another min im playing e second song, n its over...is lik so fast!!! seriously, i TINK im happy, bt most prob in my heart, im worried. grade 6 gt quite a high distinction, grade 7 dropped to merit,all cos i lack of 3 marks to distinction, im just too worried tat i dint make it in grade 8. will it b a distinction, merit, good pass or pass or even {choi} a fail?bt im confident i wont fail ba...if nt i wont b here nxt tym le.can go jump building le. anw, its over. hw badly i played just nw at 5.35pm is lik over. all e wrong notes, stupid fan yin tat turn out dumb sound, or e music feeling was wrong, its all over.nw i can only wait for tat day wen i can finally take e cert,so i will noe. i noe i cant slp well if i haven take tat cert.bt i dun tink its gonna make me feel down for the guzheng chalet on e 3-5 dec! <3

2008-11-24T19:49:00.002+08:00

nthing much 2 do...just spamming ard n being retarded... haiz...just nw went guzheng again...guzheng n guzheng n more guzheng... camp n camp n more camp probs... tmr another day at home nthing to do...sian diao.weds guzheng again...haish...life is miserable...i so love my blogskin n my hp theme.dey r all SPONGEBOB!only ting bou e hp theme is tat,wen it comes to smsing,i cant see wat e hell am i typing,cos e words r white,so is e background.so e words all bcome invisible...tis is e challenge.text messenging skills needed.so far im alright la.bt yuling cant seem to gt her words rite wen she tried smsing wenny wif my phone...muahaha... =.= im being retarded again...

2008-11-23T21:15:00.005+08:00

symposium pics again...just to rmb e tyms we spent...tink we also nvr spend long tym 2gether,bt dey were memorable ba...i just very sian,nthing post liao.these pics haven post b4 ba?

here's yuling wif her dunno wat face...shocked? tis was captured bt chua xuan...

below ones r those taken after symposium performance,den is e trophy of appreciation given 2 us.

2day actually wanted go marina bay dere de dunno wat bridge or watever,den gt tis idiot looking security,hmm,mayb just some unknown road marchal,shouted at us cos deres no parking lot le,den she say cannot wait dere.idiotic man.b4 tat on e way 2 tat place,almost met accident...dad nvr see e road divider ting den he bang onto ot,e whole taxi lik drift.lucky nvr end up on e lane where car is lik going on e opposite side.if nt i will b smashed lik pancake,since im lik sitting at e front.bt e impact was big...n loud...almost fly forward,bt luckily gt seat belt...haiz...lucky lucky...if nt i wont b blogging liao...e accident caused e metal part of e tyre to bend,so need go repair,which cost $30 over...life is so damn dangerous...anytym,anywhere,wif anyone,or mayb myself,i may just...hmm...i dun wan tink of it.its just too scary...

2008-11-21T22:32:00.003+08:00

2day dad drove me 2 e chalet tat guzheng ppl gonna stay in for our chalet gathering.nthing much, its just old.nt very tempting.costa sands de is alot better den tis.located in ulu place.lots of mosquitoes.far far far away frm downtown.only gt one bus tat reach dere, tat is 403. im just being wierd to let my dad drive me dere just to see where e chalet is n how it looks lik.suggest tat only i go see la.if more ppl go see b4 e chalet i scared later suddenly alot may nt wan go? ok,im bored nw.i wan to slp,bt i am stillwaiting 4 jerome's phone call.dun tell me he is nt going to call...i just need ask him if he can go help tmr to clean up e gz room!so pls let him call me fast so i can slp earlier,so tat i wont overslp tmr...

2008-11-20T20:55:00.004+08:00

haiz...im finally done wif tis damn skin...basically its nt really perfect,bt i dun bother do le... realised i smhw turn more positive la ba?e skin is no longer so moody le ba? cos its sch hol ma...haha...n, i feel happy cos i enjoy gz lessons wif my friends n juniors...just nw went gz again. 2hrs. seriously, my arms turn so muscular after eveyday play guzheng...just nw 2hrs gz,gt more den one hr is play lin cong ye ben de.arms almost break.its nt a good feeling to play a song tat requires one to play it violently n loudly n keep on yao zhi for so long... haiz...must jia you le!!! grading exam is on e 30th nov, which is lik 10 days frm nw...panic panic... n,realised tat yuling,kailing chua xuan n me, somehow nw lik keep sticking 2gether during guzheng lessons in sch le. tink its cos of mt symposium ba? bt i lik tis... haha... oh ya,chua xuan, i wan change my ans.u asked us wat we scared most, seriously i scared of exams, bt i also scared of,hmm...mayb wif hate, wen mr thum scream into my ears...yesterday gz eardrums almost broke, all cos of some syf namelist?!seriously its tat ms sia keep telling me must choose out e good ones frm e tis yr sec 2 grps, n b4 tat mr thum was telling me to choose e better ones 4 syf, which i dun tink is a good idea.in e end i did it n he screamed into my ears 4 doing tat.damn.e screaming was blasting n scary.wanted to cry bt i cant possibly cry in frnt of everyone.so e tears just went bac into my heart n me,forcing myself 2 control n nod head while he scold n scold.tats also e reason y i came out of e gz rm wierdly...

CHUA XUAN THE FLORA GUY

2008-11-19T09:07:00.011+08:00

yesterday is MT symposium...met yuling in e morning,bt in an unusual way.she was lik squatting at 4th floor dunno doing wat bt in e end found out tat she squat dere cos she scared of e dark.den images of e horror movie tat we watched at chua xuan's hse e day b4,kept coming into her mind.den she...lol...laugh lik crazy... den after e performance supposed stay till 5pm.thx 2 kailing n chua xuan accompany me...fooled ard, even went art museum.after tat came bac n took lots of pics of chua xuan n fooled ard...

first of all, 喜怒哀乐。。。
next, 可爱三连拍。。。
den, showing his 'sexy legs'...
den, 性感三连拍。。。he dint want to,bt managed to capture one,which turn out wierd.
den, different faces of chua xuan...

below 2 pics looks lik he is trying to 自拍frm e mirror,lik wat girls usually do,bt, its actually us trying to take pics of each other den use hp block...

2008-11-19T09:04:00.002+08:00

tis wk is an everyday guzheng day...

2008-11-16T10:35:00.002+08:00

im bored to death tis hol...everyday just sit ard at hm doing nthing...nobody even wan go out...everytym go out is just cos of gz... im bored...by tagboard is also rotting...

2008-11-13T07:23:00.006+08:00

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2008-11-12T08:42:00.002+08:00

later gz again...haiz...
n,later gonna hav committee meeting.finally!even though some still nt coming though... :(
wish me luck for gz!!!
Good Luck Regina!!!

2008-11-11T16:20:00.004+08:00

im still bored...
just nw went gz prac 4 MT symposium, decided e song. we gonna play feng shou luo gu in e end, 2 welcome e GOH. after e prac, went eat lunch wif kailing, yuling n chua xuan. so,e only interesting ting bou tis lunch is all e magic tricks chua xuan did.he taught us 3! tink im such a noob, so need prac more on it b4 i show anyone else...
im bored...

2008-11-09T09:35:00.003+08:00

im so bored to death...yesterday sis brought friends home again...tis tym 2 guys n 1 girl.lock demselves in e room,make me nthin do.btw, their class only gt 3 pathetic guys,so yesterday 2/3 e total amt of e guys came.den dey play poker n stuffs,den played twister.(e one tat everyone gt twisted 2gether)--so its kinda obscene at some moments.i noe yuling wish 2 play tis kind of game wif e guys ba.too bad...no chance.im too bored so im actually posting bou tis kind of stupid boring ting.

2008-11-08T00:49:00.002+08:00

gz lesson was lik shit...dint play well at all...e gz strings seemed to b sticky, making me difficult to play e fast parts of e songs.

2008-11-07T14:10:00.003+08:00

sian...later going guzheng lesson...wish me luck!!!good luck Regina!!!

2008-11-06T17:30:00.001+08:00

olvl chinese over le...bt i still cant use e computer 4 long.wats tis?! going crazy...

2008-11-04T20:12:00.000+08:00

tmr chinese olevels. WISH ME LUCK!!! Good Luck Regina!!! n everyone...

2008-11-02T19:58:00.001+08:00

my heart is dead now...nt interested in things other den slacking ard... tmr gz is a sure die...

2008-10-31T08:20:00.001+08:00

later is my doom tym...gdbye everyone...F9 will be seen everywhere in my report book...

2008-10-30T00:34:00.003+08:00

going crazy... i am such retard wen it comes 2 computer stuff... lol....i dunno how 2 load music onto tis damn blog.i mean guzheng music...even i load le, e music stop halfway.ai ya.dun care le.i gonna sleep.tmr bridging if nvr sleep properly sure will doze off during lesson, esp HMT. fri is my doom day.hmm...i dun even noe if i will still b on tis earth 2 blog after tat day nt. nvm... i dun wan fri 2 come.can imagine parents faces wen dey see F9 for HMT liao... GOOD LUCK, REGINA!

2008-10-27T21:21:00.001+08:00

omg...the 月儿高song loaded so slowly... i still waiting?!

2008-10-26T22:41:00.003+08:00

im freaking retarded wif e new specs...n, y do i keep having a feeling tat e specs lik straining my eyes?isit e degree wrong le?bt, tats nt e main point... after 2day's guzheng exchange prog, or watever we call it, i tink i am starting 2 love guzheng...as in last tym i also love la...bt tis tym its different..i like it, n i enjoyed it so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so much!

2008-10-25T15:11:00.001+08:00

i so love tat KOIZORA show...i lik tat white hair guy...i mean he just look nice to me...i am NOT mesmerized by him...yuling will be though...ahaha... sian...sick again...

2008-10-23T23:29:00.007+08:00

tired...nthing much happen...went ard blindly 2day again...bio SPA was sucky... went take specs.seriously, the specs sux on my face.haiz...must wait 4 another 2 years b4 i can change tis specs le...shdnt hv listen to my mum saying tat its nice.damn...nvm, as i said, wat is done cant b undone le...one part of e lens chipped off...so i borrowed it first cause tmr gt gz.after tat will have to send it to 'emergency room' again...its purple, bt 2 me, its seriously pink! mum said is sweet...vomit... i tis kind wear tis kind of specs?! i can a cool one...nt a sweet one! still trying to accept how idiotic i look in e new specs...
sorry...very blur image frm tat lousy web cam...too lazy to take pic wif hp n upload it...

2008-10-22T20:20:00.004+08:00

frm yesterday, i told myself must start studying 4 chinese olvls le...bt i dint... 2day was FUN!!! so long long long nvr play captains ball until lik tat liao, ever since we played wif the guzheng seniors... played girls vs guys, n we lost... :( nvm...e game was still fun...all i can say is, BOYS PLAY CAPTAINS BALL VIOLENTLY...e ball dey throw so hard tat, its lik anyone hu gt smacked on e head lik tat sure can faint n go hospital. nvr bother 2 go intercept ball, cause too frightening le.leave tis job 2 yuling. anw yuling lik boys to collide into her during ball games de wat...esp wen we play wif seniors rite?...dun deny... :P worse, face gt slammed by gasper, specs broke, n tat impact made my face numb... pain...so after sch went make another specs tat cost $128. until now i still tink tat specs look wierd on me. colour combi lik hell... is lik pink frame n grey sides...damn... nvm, wat is done cannot b undone le. i regret listening 2 my mum... haiz...another 2 yrs b4 i can change another spec. i mean, nt unless my face gt smacked by anyone during any ball game n break e specs into 2 la... tmr nite can go collect le.fast ba?! tmr hav 2 wear my blue n ugly specs.no choice, cause tmr gt bio SPA...haiz...wish me luck!

2008-10-20T21:10:00.001+08:00

i AM stupid... seriously, i dun mind mastery programme...all i can wish now is to let me go sec4.i dun wan retain...

2008-10-16T21:56:00.003+08:00

decided to post tis one in a happy tone...
morning woke up rather early, cause 2day going east coast do geog ATT, at e same tym, go picnic wif wenny n yuling. so met wenny at 9.45am, den took bus 55 dere.on e way, yuling smsed, called, 2 ask us if we reaching.bt wen we were 2 reach, yuling smsed say she cant come.angry wenny called her n yuling say tat her mum threatened to kill herself if she go out.wat can i say?!pissed.i dunno wat e hell is her parents tinking man.just ruining yuling's future...watever yuling wan do dey r against.so wat dey wan yuling to do?!isit parents fault or yuling's fault? oh pls...i dun wish 2 noe. im tired wif all this le.
sry, bac to happy tone...
so in e end only wenny n i went, managed to find east coast park.fooled ard n took pics, pick seashells n stuffs lik tat. sitting under e sun n listen to e sound of e waves.(even though deres some shouting here n dere by e ppl ard us)went parkway parade at lik 1 plus, since we dun even hv food 2 eat. fancy me keep tinking tat we will hv picnic n dint bring much money n yuling telling me tat no need bring water! pissed. was too hot den went foodcourt wif wenny n immediately bought ice kachang.in e end turn out to be brainfreezed...walk ard nthing much 2 do. guess if yuling went,we wont b doing all tis n could just stay at east coast park e whole day. bt, she dint turn up. ok...a day wif wenny was superb...usually nvr really hang out tat much wif wenny, n nvr see her in outing clothes in shopping malls, so 2day was fun!
i dunno y do we hv to bring our fang fang n nini to east coast for some 1 mth anniversary, wen pipi werent dere, n e cake n food werent dere. bring a stupid mat 4 dunno wat. i could hv just went out empty handed, without a bag.monday i am nt celebrating.
today turned even more tanned.arms...legs...neck wif 'V'shape mark...n feet wif slippers mark...=.=nevertheless, i am happy.

2008-10-16T21:53:00.001+08:00

i thought tat i dun mind at all at first,bt im wrong. i am silent does nt mean tat i 4give u...im just too angry to even bother 2 talk to u, or even to hear ur explanations...

2008-10-15T20:38:00.002+08:00

i am bored...going east coast park wif yuling n wenny tmr 2 do geography ATT...or mayb, do 1hr, play the other lik 5hrs ba...n, finally we r having a picnic...i dunno if its counted as a picnic nt.bt nvm...ahaha...im so happy...

2008-10-13T19:11:00.000+08:00

im so tired of everyting tats happening...

2008-10-11T00:54:00.002+08:00

tired...still chionging gz stuff n watching shows online...bt 2day must end earlier le...if nt oversleep again. 2day malu la...yesterday slept at 4.30 cause chionging e gz stuffs in e end oversleep.supposed to brief dem at 9.30, i woke up at 9.25. omg rite...haiz...spent 5 bucks on taxi loh...let all e juniors wait 4 me...sry...

2008-10-08T11:58:00.003+08:00

im still a failure... haiz... bt... TMR EXAMS OVER LE!!! after tis i will giv myself one week 2 play ba then after tat is intense studying... =.= tats wat i said after mid yrs... nvm... now is a must 2 persist ny goal 2 study! worst ting came... TMR ALOT CINEMAS NO MOVIES!!! WTH!!! I NEED MOVIES!!! HORROR MOVIES 2 MAKE ME LAUGH!!! i noe tats spastic, bt tats how i destress---laugh wen watching horror movies. plus, finally i am going out wif wenny and yuling, NT 2 STUDY!!! yippee... bt i still need movies!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-09-21T15:30:00.001+08:00

i can just kill myself...wth am i doing here wen exams is lik less den 5 days?!

2008-09-19T23:32:00.002+08:00

just finish ss ATT tired...went gz 2day n kinda everyting 4gt. so teacher was pek cek...yesterday geog fieldtrip yuling too sway le...gt her foot stuck in some red muddy place.foot came out witout shoes,so need go pull it out...ahaha...

2008-09-14T17:43:00.001+08:00

long long long nvr post le...11 more days 2 exams n stupid me still dunno how make use of my tym!!! damn me...

2008-09-06T01:43:00.003+08:00

Hmm...y do i find tis person so familiar??? O.o

2008-09-06T00:52:00.009+08:00

ok...shd agree wif yuling... yin he bi bo is nice... i dint noe tat e song langston always play is tis song... haiz...after grading exam i wan learn tis song... hmm...tat will b my 9th song i learn tis yr!

2008-09-01T23:38:00.001+08:00

busy day...was having committee meeting 4 dunno lik 2hrs online...den saw her blog n i seriously cried... her heart must hv felt tons tons tons painful den mine... ~>.<~

2008-08-31T01:30:00.001+08:00

ahaha...watching korean drama online... (Three dads one mum) even though some parts dun understand bt still very funny...

2008-08-29T21:12:00.003+08:00

2day dint giv any teacher presents...firstly, i 4got bou it. secondly, i woke up late. thirdly, i wouldnt b able find so many presents 4 all e teachers lik early in e morning. so i dint giv, except guzheng teacher. mayb monday ba? monday is teng yong bdae, still tinking wat 2 get 4 him. bthe said tat e best gift is to be a good friend to him. hmm...nt very used to guys saying tis kind of ting. heex... nvm, i still will giv present de...
2day went yuling hse after sch. took an hour bus 2 her hse.reach her hse she went bathe, n i help her change guzheng strings.den went out 2 eat lunch b4 going guzheng.was playing with yuling's hair...soooooo fun!!! hmm...challenging...how do i make her hair look nt so thick? joking... ahahaha... i made her prettier 2day loh...wif her 2 feelers...ahahaha... mon sse allow me play 4 another one hr!!! hmm...tat shall be wat i get 4 changing her guzheng strings!!!

2008-08-28T21:24:00.003+08:00

ahaha...found tis pic somewhere...

2008-08-26T03:24:00.003+08:00

wth am i doing here at 3.24am in e morning?! shd hv slept, bt alot tings nt done...shall do it till tmr. later go bathe n prepare go sch... i siao le... lesson tym sure wan sleep de...

2008-08-24T20:02:00.000+08:00

i am such a lousy president...

2008-08-20T23:55:00.002+08:00

i am so tired...my eyes wanna close.i wan to sleep!!! tis whole week after sch, monday gt cca, GUZHENG.tues went xue yuan 4 lesson, GUZHENG. Weds cause i failed on mon, need xtra lesson, GUZHENG. thurs need train 4 e upcoming performance, GUZHENG. Friday need go xue yuan again, GUZHENG. 2 more guzheng days to go!!! just woke up n prepare e stuffs 4 committee meeting tmr.die die liao le loh...so late cant even contact phan lao shi...gt ques nobody 2 ask liao! tats nt e point... e point is, my eyes r shutting...

2008-08-19T22:42:00.003+08:00

basically flunked my sciences. such an idiot...i just cant pass my tests wif flying colours...hmm...i deleted those stupid posts tat r polluting my blog... just wanna say, I so love my friends...esp yuling n wenny!!! also, wanna say sorry 2 yuling...na...tis is a sorry gift 4 u... u loh...delete ur previous blog.delete e pics i spent hrs 2 post.luckily i gt save in my com.

here is ur gift...

2008-08-15T23:20:00.005+08:00

i shant say anyting tat happen 2day. basically 4 tis wk, i gonna flunk my chem n emaths test. another test 4 my father 2 say tat i nvr study le loh! i gonna say bou tat day y am i angry wif yuling... in fact i dunno if i am really angry. i did e damn project n its finally over.i went bac home n very very tired.so nvr really study. woke up early in e morning study 4 chem test. went sch still very tired, tot of just talking or lik make fun of u just lik wat me n wenny usually did, to just cheer myself up. how would i ever noe u r fed up...ok...everyone is fed up wif me...even me, i am fed up bou myself! lets say bou NYP project first...

tat day wen i reminded dem to do the nyp project, its beverley's bdae. now dey r just blaming me 4 RUINING her bdae. bt i told dem bou e work lik a week ago. the reminder started fine bt later dey gt pissed cause dey r saying tat dey dun hv the tym to do it. i did the prototype all by my own. i did the stuffs for the previous meetings. dey said dey dun hv e tym do e powerpoint so in e end i did one, as a back up copy. in e end wendy managed did one bt cannot be opened so we used mine. once again, it bcome my fault 4 again. dey said tat its cause i always do everyting. So its my fault again 4 doing everyting? i really did dem cause dey kept saying tat dey dun hv e time n tat i did not want to lik go 4 meeting without everyting done properly. why would i need to do all tis if dey were to do it? i could hv used the tym to study for chemistry test.i could hv used e tym to study 4 emaths test. i could hv used e tym to plan the guzheng committee meeting. i could hv used e tym to settle the guzheng performance stuffs that is coming in a few weeks. i could hv used e tym to start studying 4 EOY... so by doing the presentation n stuffs 4 e sake of e whole grp, all i got was ignorance frm dem, blamings, hatred... ~>.<~

i was already hating myself 4 causing all tis. den u showed me frustrations in e morning, wen i am already in a state of bursting. i am supressing my anger tat day, bt after ur smhow ignorance, i could nt take it le. you said tat u r frustrated by a problem n tat its extreme. so its more extreme den mine? at xinmin terrace, i could hear u cry.i could hear the sobs. basically i dunno wat happened n u nver said. i cant take it anymore. i cried. I CRIED CAUSE OF NYP PROJECT. I CRIED CAUSE I DID SO MUCH N NOBODY EVEN GIV A HACK. I CRIED CAUSE I CANT STOP TINKING TAT PPL HU R IN E WRONG R TELLING ME 2 FUCK OFF. I CRIED CAUSE U DUN EVEN UNDERSTAND ME. I CRIED CAUSE I CANT STOP TINKING TAT I HELPED U, EVEN GT SHOUTED BACK BY TAT DAMN CHINA ZHUYIN. I CRIED CAUSE U NVR GT E GUTS 2 HELP ME SCREAM BACK AT ZHUYIN FOR E SAKE OF ME. I CRIED CAUSE OF OUR FRAGILE FRIENDSHIP. I CRIED CAUSE I HATE MYSELF 4 BEING SUCH AN IDIOT. I CRIED CAUSE I DID NT STUDY 4 CHEM TEST,JUST TO DO NYP PROJECT PLUS E SMALL DOLL I GAVE U N WENNY. I CRIED CAUSE I NOE NOBODY LIKES ME. I CRIED CAUSE NOBODY UNDERSTANDS HOW I FEEL. I CRIED CAUSE WEN I AM CRYING,U R NT BESIDE ME.I CRIED CAUSE I AM TIRED OF E LIFE I HAVE NOW.I CRIED CAUSE I HURT U...

2008-08-12T23:46:00.002+08:00

done wif e freaking powerpoint...thx 2 my friends 4 standing on my side n listening 2 me scream bou those damn ppl...yuling, wenny, teng yong n belverlin... thx...

2008-08-08T01:12:00.003+08:00

wa...2day went 'study' wif wenny n yuling...in e end no mood,nvr study la...one scary ting...at bus interchange...suddenly one siao de walk in front on me n say hello just lik 5cm away and den whistle...wa...seriously, if its a young n shuai guy, i wont mind de loh... hello! tat guy is lik can be my father liao...hougang so many siao ppl...actually the process happen very quickly n very blur cause i dint even really see e person.i was concentrating on the traffic lights in front...=.= was so freaked out...ai ya...i nt even desperate for guys...smmore guys wont so siao de la...dey wan also wan yuling...haiz...yuling met her shuai ge at cafe cartel again...sad...tis tym she never eye contact him.if nt i bet he will take two baskets of bread 4 her...wahaha...